Omgoodness, I AM tired. Lol. Anyway, I need to sleep, but I just HAD to come to the library and actually do something! I have almost 300 deviations in my inbox and I don't have time to look at ANY of them right now. I am so SORRY that I haven't been able to even look at anything for about two weeks now, gahhh. Haha. It's funny and it's not at the same time. Hmmm. Okay, so, life updates.

Well, work has been monstrous, our house is stupid, and we have been looking for replacements for both. Just this morning I handed in my resignation letter to my current place of employment and that was taken fairly well...finances and what-not...and then I called around to a bunch of places in town and was almost hired on the spot for another job, rofl. SO! This may be good news. I will need to ask this general manager a bunch of particulars but it was one of those things where you just have a feeling to check back on this one place...and I think I'll like it. I hope. Haha, wish me luck on that one.

What instigated this sudden move? Well. Particulars, in short. Blind accusations and rude, abrasive, coarse back-biting that I don't appreciate at all. Over the past month and a half, it has happened at least four or five separate times that I can count and I didn't say a word until the last time, just this past night, when they finally asked for an explanation. Lol, I have been quietly stewing over such things for a while.

There has been a general lack of understanding and accusing me of certain things when they never even researched the situation and these past few times have been awful.

Reason #2: I haven't been able to save money for school. Nuff said. That carries its' own weight.

Reason #3: Finances again. I'm barely coping on what they were giving me, and I think they were/are slowly but surely reducing hours, more or less. I need a changeeee, lol. So change happens, yay.

All in all, I need to get somewhere else where it's not so stifling and there is more general acceptance and people that I can talk to. I can't talk to these people anymore and all in all, I just don't think I need to be there anymore...well, those are minor reasons I suppose...but enough to have me wanting to leave.

The house. A tiny little hole in a wall with no internet and not worth the price that we pay. So! Soon, hoping to find something more worthy of where I need to be. But, it's funny, the place I may be working at very soon is a place that is just three blocks from my house. I could WALK there. Haha. Anyway. Umm.

...life goes on, and depending on the hours, I may have to get a second night audit job in order to keep up with everything? I don't know. We shall see what we shall see.